A deep and juicy process to shed an old identity, befriend death and create room for what you want more of

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Join Eva and the BEING ME members this December in:

The life-affirming process of dying

(aka letting go of/stop clinging to/dissolving ego mind-identification)

Dying: the tool as important as birthing in the Artists toolbox and the uncomfortable truth we deny. Just look at life itself, constantly shedding and creating new.

BEING ME is my 7-month alchemical program that puts you in touch with your true self, underneath the old layers of conditioning. It comes with all the stuff.

I know, however, that not everyone has the time, money, or attention to invest in the full journey.

That's why you're invited to join the Death/Rebirth process that is a wildly appreciated part of Being Me.

During three weeks together, you'll get guided in an often highly uncomfortable (to the ego) process of letting go. A process you can then repeat whenever it's time for a new iteration of YOU.

"Super powerful process that across 10 days of working on it, really made deep shifts. I found it so helpful for really getting that what feels like a truth is actually just a bit of programming that you've been believing for so long that you don't question it."

- Georgie M


The letting go of an old identity

Noticed how your mind is rejecting what you're feeling, experiencing and even thinking? Like there is something wrong with you for having the inner experiences you're having?

"Why am I so angry about this, I should be grateful for what I've got"
"Oh, no, I'm feeling anxious again! I thought I had come further than this"

If you're familiar with my work you know that even though this voice might sound harsh and judgmental, it's actually trying (in it's own unhelpful way) to keep you safe.

But what it IS doing, as long as you're identified with or believe it, is standing in the way of your healing, growth and freedom. And since we know that what is in the way IS the way - let's meet with this aspect of you.

In this year's Death/Rebirth process in Being Me, we'll lovingly put rejection, self-criticism and judgment on the pyre. So that you can meet all of you with love and acceptance. Which in turn will allow you to shift old patterns and heal wounds.

BUT there's more! This process can be repeated on anything you want to shed. You decide how deep you want to go and what you're ready to let go of.

Whatever you choose to meet with and put in the ground during the darkness of December, you enter the new year with more room for new energy and a new dream.

I can't wait to guide you through some of the most powerful practices I know to overcome resistance and fear and finally let go.



  • 2+ hours of videos (teachings and instructions for the month)
  • 20 days of surprising, deep and oh so powerful practices (to identify shadow parts and fears clinging to the old version)
  • 2 live coaching sessions with Eva (attend live, ask questions, or watch the recording)


  • Continued access to the material (do the process many times for different patterns)
  • Join future live rounds at no cost! (when signing up by January 2)

Due to the nature of the practices and downloadable material, there are no refunds for this program.

Sign up by January 2 and get access to future rounds!

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Answers to your questions

This sounds great, but not sure I can fit it into my schedule. How much time do I need to set aside?

You need an initial hour to watch the instructions and decide what you're letting go of. Then you'll need around 30 minutes most days for 14 days to do journaling or meditation. Lastly, you need about 2 hours for your letting go ceremony on a day of your choice.
You can however do this in your own timing. You decide when you start, and if you need to take a day or two off, just do so!
Maybe the more important question is: can you afford to keep clinging to an old part of you?

How long do I have access? Do I need to do the practices during December?

You have access indefinitely. Meaning you can get the practices now and move through them whenever works with your schedule.
The best part: this is a process you can repeat on your own many times, with any iteration of you that you’re ready to let go of.
AND you can even join the future live rounds that we’ll do each year when we repeat the process! (If you sign up by 11:59pm PST January 1.)

What formats are the practices in? Can I download them?

You'll get immediate access to our space in the Embodied community with audio recordings, videos and written instructions. You can download everything except for the videos (since they contain questions from members we don't want these spread around).

What kind of practices are we talking about exactly?

We start with a live opening session on Dec 16 where I go through the process. You're also guided to find your focus for the weeks (what you want to let go of).

When you’re ready, you move into 7 days of daily journaling to find unconscious fears about letting go of this aspect of yourself. Next, you move into 7 days of Shadow Integration with a daily 20 min meditation.

We'll meet for 3 additional live sessions where you can bring your questions and receive coaching around your process so far.
Then, on a day of your choice, you do a letting go ceremony.

On top of that, you’re getting beautiful resources and practices to face your fears around dying and embody the sense of letting go. All in a supportive community of like-minded people.

What times are the live sessions?

  • Saturday Dec 16 (5pm CET, 11am Eastern US, 8am Pacific US)
  • Saturday Dec 23 (5pm CET, 11am Eastern US, 8am Pacific US)
  • Saturday Dec 30 (5pm CET, 11am Eastern US, 8am Pacific US)
  • Saturday Jan 6 (7pm CET, 1pm Eastern US, 10am Pacific US)

I'm thinking of doing the full BEING ME program next year. Should I wait with this?

This is a process in Being Me that doesn't grow old, each round will just take you deeper into layers of yourself each time you do it.

If you're thinking about joining the full round next year, don't let that stop you from moving through this alchemical process. It's actually a great way to get to know the container, members, and my way of guiding you.

I want to do the Death/Rebirth process but I can't be there live for the coaching sessions. Will I miss out?

Nope, don't let that stand in your way. You'll be able to watch the recordings after. If you do have questions you can send them to me beforehand if you can't be there live. So you can still get coaching and answers even if you can't make the time.

The practices are also set up to be self-guided and for you to move through at any point you want to let go of an old iteration of yourself. Getting it now just means that you can do it whenever you want to.

Are there other payment options?

If you'd like to pay through Paypal or an invoice, we're happy to help with that. We're also able to facilitate split payments if this would help. Simply reach out at support@selfmasteryandbeyond.com.

What's the refund policy?

Due to the nature of this digital package, with you getting access and being able to download practices, this package/payment is completely non-refundable.

However, if you have questions about the practices or feedback, email: support@selfmasteryandbeyond.com.

Other questions? Ask me here and get a personal answer!